Riverside Talk

sometimes you think if you´re determined enough you will overcome obstacles,
but what happens is you don´t pause long enough to consider the obstacles, to study them and figure out what exactly it is you´re trying to conquer.

for example, in a long-term project you may think the problem is the physical challenges and difficulties of the tasks involved, but maybe the problem is that very particular, frail and inexorable moment when you get stuck and you don´t understand why.

after drifting off completely and a bit destructively, your mind resets and your memory may even have recorded that you were unaccountable with the practical aspects, or that you couldn´t deal with the visible props of the stageplay. And you think, oh weak I´ve been and should take advantage and sin some more, before you gogo, no seriously, if I´m determined enough I will surely not trip up next time...

you really do think it´s the step you didn´t get to that got your nose on the ground? oh, you don´t. oh, you do, once in a while?
let me spray this out: there was another prop, and another, and another, that you did not acknowledge, that you did not consider, look!
g.a.s.p.
n.o.d.
and perhaps you should be determined not to overcome obstacles like a blind christ,
but to master your stage play.

now it´s time for your nap, my little genghis.